I Feel my mind is on some other stuff but i cant get the lyrics out?

I feel that if i actually started writing lyrics my mind or my view would be way out of this world different. I see many artists and regular day people that duplicate other music artists styles. But me i want to be the different one the one with my own cool style. Problem is my confidence is down im sooo scared to write down my first lyrics because i think they will suck soooo bad. I feel my style slowly processing through me but i cant excersise my mind to get my perfect lyrics out. ehhhh its hard to explain please help